Where the eff have I been?!

I'm going to tell you where I've been. First of all I want to say I'm sorry for mostly disappearing. At the end of July the bf and I parted ways. Combination of things but one of the biggest was that I wasn't able to find a job where I was living. 

As a result I moved somewhere else and have been staying with some friends. I have not one but two jobs and I'm feeling a lot better about things. 

I was a huge mess when I first got here due to the breakup and some other things and its been very hard to actually sit here and write something. If you've ever put something off you know it also tends to get harder and turn into something bigger the longer you put it off. See I was trying to make sure I was still posting but it just felt so forced, like I wasn't really talking to you guys. I was just doin it because I felt I had to or needed to.

See I love posting! And I love chatting with everyone on my Facebook fanpage. So trying to force myself to do something that didn't sound like talkin to someone in person made me a sad panda :(

But things are getting better now the only problem is that I don't have much time at all anymore. I've been doin my nails some though so I do have a few pics to share. I think I will be doin a separate post though for those. If you've read all this and have stuck around while I've been trying to climb out of my emotional hole then I truly want to thank you from the bottom of my heart. I say it a lot but I really do love every one of you guys!

As always, thanks for stopping by :)