Monday, September 3, 2012

Where the eff have I been?!

I'm going to tell you where I've been. First of all I want to say I'm sorry for mostly disappearing. At the end of July the bf and I parted ways. Combination of things but one of the biggest was that I wasn't able to find a job where I was living. 

As a result I moved somewhere else and have been staying with some friends. I have not one but two jobs and I'm feeling a lot better about things. 

I was a huge mess when I first got here due to the breakup and some other things and its been very hard to actually sit here and write something. If you've ever put something off you know it also tends to get harder and turn into something bigger the longer you put it off. See I was trying to make sure I was still posting but it just felt so forced, like I wasn't really talking to you guys. I was just doin it because I felt I had to or needed to.

See I love posting! And I love chatting with everyone on my Facebook fanpage. So trying to force myself to do something that didn't sound like talkin to someone in person made me a sad panda :(

But things are getting better now the only problem is that I don't have much time at all anymore. I've been doin my nails some though so I do have a few pics to share. I think I will be doin a separate post though for those. If you've read all this and have stuck around while I've been trying to climb out of my emotional hole then I truly want to thank you from the bottom of my heart. I say it a lot but I really do love every one of you guys!

As always, thanks for stopping by :) 


  1. Lena! I am so sorry to hear about this. Recently I went through the same thing and frankly I am still not doing that great, a broken heart is the worse. If you need to talk email me or call me or text me, Im here for you!

    Also, congrats on the two jobs! Thats awesome and I am so happy for you.

    Much love

  2. I'm so sorry!! :( My husband and I have been married for almost 7 years and it's gotten to the point where we've actually filed for divorce, but haven't made the final move to go to court.. so I know how it feels, too!! :( :(

    I've been wondering where you've been. Miss you, lady!! <3

    1. Patricia I am so sorry to hear that. Seems like a lot of us are in the same boat :(

  3. Thank you guys! I really appreciate all the kind words, they mean a lot. I'm sorry we are all goin through this :(

  4. Sorry to hear that babe and I do hope you stay strong. Least it was good to still know you are doing fine

    Take care and cheer up


  5. Very nice your nails^^
    Maybe follow each other???
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